Final farewells

I feel like I have been saying goodbyes for ever and really it's only been 3 weeks. Saying goodbye to people is not something I enjoy so I have stuck with I'll see you soon and I love you. It still doesn't make it any easier the more you do it. If anything the last ones by far are the hardest. In the last 7 days I have said bye to pretty much every person I truely love and care about. Today has drained me completely, but that was my plan, finally let out all the tears Ive been holding in for the last 3 weeks and then tomorrow when I get on that plane I can be excited because the journey has truely began. 

Just to get the full extent and emotions off my chest, you know who you guys are but I really do love you even though I'm really awful at expressing myself, I do, a lot and your the only things that are making the trip scary because if I didn't I wouldn't have any reservations it's simply knowing how much I will miss you all. 

Thank you for all the cards, pictures, letters, tampons and the tears. Knowing your loved is a beautiful feeling, just know the feeling is mutual. 

Right so now the soppy stuff is done and I am fully exhausted from all the crying the fun will finally begin at 8 o'clock tomorrow morning when our taxi comes to take us to Heathrow airport!

Night beautiful people

Xxxxxxxx